Me

sitting here under the mistletoe,
waiting for u, but u never show,
nothing new, by now i should know,
i'll be spending christmas all alone,

phone don't ring, another voice mail,
ain't answerin' a text,
could u tell me what in the hell,
u do this to me for?

no opening presents,
there's none under,
cuz there's no tree,
ain't gonna decorate for only me,

no snow outside is falling,
but these tears in my eyes are bawling,
i'm drowing,
but i've stopped calling.. ur name,

who has a frown,
who's heart is broken down,
who's got no more will to fight,
who's dreams have all been shattered,
who doesn't really seem 2 matter at all,
and who's gonna be.. all by himself ..this christmas eve..
Me...

no christmas songs on my radio,
and it's not a wonderful life at all,
when u've got no one 2 share it with,
no happy holidays,

who really cares anyway,
no perfectly wrapped perfect gifts to give away,
i've spent so much time just waiting,
but u keep hesitating,

saying that u are gonna come,
but u never come,
and this is the last one,
cuz i am done with being this,

who has a frown,
who's heart is broken down,
who's got no more will to fight,
who's dreams have all been shattered,
who doesn't really seem 2 matter at all,
and who's gonna be.. all by himself ..this christmas eve..
Me...

maybe it's not ur fault at all,
maybe it's just my open heart,
maybe u're my weakness,
my "i can't say no to",

i don't know but next year i will not be the one,
who has a frown,
my heart isn't gonna be broken down,
i'm not gonna have to fight no more,
my dreams will not be shattered,
2 someone i'm gonna matter,
and u will see,
that the one waiting alone for u next christmas,
will not be....
Me.....

no it will not, it's not gonna be... Me....