Round

i was feeling a little brave one day in 2006, and this lil gem came about.. i pictured myself strong and wanted to convince myself of my strength..

Round

sitting in this spinning chair,
my eyes have become a revolving door,
i can make out images in the blur,
the demons, are everywhere,

the colors they mold into 1 picture,
one that i can truly understand,
the spoon offers up an elixir,
but i refuse the helping hand,

i see my childhood replaying,
over and over in my view,
i look the ones who hurt me in the eyes,
i'm finally brave enough to say..FUCK YOU!

Round and Round it goes,
Where will i be when it stops,
No one really knows,
So i relax and stay on for the ride,
Round....
and.......
Round