Before Your Eyes

As the day time,
Turns 2 sunset,
And the night fall,
Brings the rain,
I will lay here,
In the bedroom,
Succumbing 2 the pain,
Accelerating heart flutter,
Blood pressure rising,
It's here again,
While u're out there,
Playing chances,
Passing glances,
Looking for something more,
I will slowly turn the razor,
Let the droplets hit the floor,
And as the evening,
Turns 2 midnight,
When the morning starts 2 rise,
What u find here,
When u leave his bed,
Shouldn't be,
A big surprise,
I was hurting,
U were laughing,
U didn't comfort,
Didn't care,
So when u ran to,
another's bedroom,
I too, decided,
2 leave here...
No note explaining,
If u didn't see what,
Was right,
Before ur eyes.....