Saturday, December 26, 2015

Go With Me



The sun ain't got nothin on ur smile,
I know it's been said 1000 times,
But girl it drives me wild,
I'd love 2 be the 1 that Ure smiling for,
I'd make u do it 1000 times,
And 1000 times more,

Y'see maybe I might sound corny and old,
But I think we could be good together,
We could make history, maybe even see,
What's on the other side of forever..
Baby.. I could go on and on,
If I do.. Would u go with me ...

I.. Couldn't buy u flowers every day,
So that is 1 promise u won't hear me say,
But if u like music, I could write u a song,
Every word describing my thoughts of u,
Maybe u could sing along,

Diamonds and pearls, yeah I ain't got it like that,
Can't go to exotic places tacked out on a map,
But I can give u something I hope u could never get enough of.. An honest 2 goodness true love..

They say love is a journey,
A rough and rocky road,
Something u should never have 2 all alone,
Oh and it's long, and it goes on and on,
I'll go... If baby, you'll go with me..

The sun ain't got nothin on your smile,
It's been said 1000 times but it drives me wild,
I'd love 2 be the 1 u smile about,
The one u know u can't even go a day without..
Yeah I could go on and on,
If I do.. Would u go with me?

Yeah if I do.. Would u.. Go with me? 

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Hello

Hello

I'll never get there,
So when u pass those gates,
Could u take a picture for me,
Show me it is real,
I'll never make it,
If anyone will it is u,
So I'll ask this favor,
Will tell my grandma I love her,
I miss her every day,

It's hard 2 believe,
In something I cannot see,
Or I place that I can't go,
Easily,
When u take it all in,
Could u whisper in the air,
Anything 2 let me know that there's something up there?

Could u say... Hello ... From Heaven?

If u see angels,
Could u ask them for a feather,
And let it fall down here next 2 me,
Oh and if u can see Jesus,
Could u put in a good word,
I've tried 2 be good,
But I'm not sure I've been good enough,

And would u tell him,
That if I have gained any glory,
Could I give it 2 my kids,
2 make sure that they get in?
Oh when u get there,

Could u say... Hello... From Heaven?

Make it rain,
Let me see a cardinal pass by,
Fill my head with memories,
That will make me laugh and cry,
I will hold u tight with all my might,
But before I say goodbye...
When u get there, 
Cuz if anyone will get there it's u,

Could u say... Hello.. From Heaven?

Could u whisper in the air,
Anything 2 let me know that there's something up there?

Can't/Won't

I spent the whole night,
Apologizing, still don't know what I did,
It seems like I just can't please u,
U're satisfied with nothin,

If I say left,
U will say right,
If I say it's day,
You'll argue that it's night,
I dont know what I did 2 deserve,
This constant battle and fight,

I just can't do this... Anymore,
If it's not getting any better,
Then I'm walking out the door,
I can't pretend that this is working,
When for me it is not,
I do everything for u,
Nothing is all I've got,
I can't and I won't do this...Anymore,

Baby, I could buy u diamonds,
You'd say u wanted pearls,
I could hand u the moon,
And u would have wanted the world,

Ure never satisfied with my effort,
So why do I still try,
U never give me a minutes peace,
Yet I am weak if I cry,

I don't know how 2 make u happy, 
Clearly you're not with me,
I think it's the best thing for both of us,
If I just pack up and leave,

Cuz I.....
I just can't do this... Anymore,
If it's not getting any better,
Then I'm walking out the door,
I can't pretend that this is working,
When for me it is not,
I do everything for u,
Nothing is all I've got,
I can't and I won't do this...Anymore,

I can't and I won't beg u to treat me right,
I'm done with being left out of love,
I've run all out of fight,
It's time for me 2 go,
I believe it's time for me 2 fly....

I just can't do this... Anymore,
If it's not getting any better,
Then I'm walking out the door,
I can't pretend that this is working,
When for me it is not,
I do everything for u,
Nothing is all I've got,
I can't and I won't do this...Anymore,

Maybe when u find somebody new,
They'll know what to do for u,
2 out a smile upon your face,
And not be so cruel,

If u do, I hope you're as happy as can be,

But I want u 2 remember,
U could've had that with me....

I just can't do this... Anymore,
If it's not getting any better,
Then I'm walking out the door,
I can't pretend that this is working,
When for me it is not,
I do everything for u,
Nothing is all I've got,
I can't and I won't do this...Anymore,

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

If Not Now... When?

If not now,
Then when,
Will we take love back again,
And give freedom,
To every man,
If not now,
Then when,
Will we compromise and bend,
Help someone who needs a friend,
And let all the hatred end,

All we all have to do,
Is get up and take a stand,
Don't be too proud to lend a hand,
Smile every now and again,
Spread the joy of life,
Bless someone we don't know,
It starts inside of u...
It's something that we all need to do,
If not now,
Then when,

If not now,
Then when,
Will we strive for unity and peace?
Will we try to make a better place,
For our families to strive,
So our children can survive,
If not now... If not now..
Then when...

If not now... Then.. 
When?
 

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Leave


I think I think too much,
Sometimes I talk too loud,
Running laps inside my head, 
Worried, but don't know what about,
I'm scared that u'll see me,
For the mess I really am,

And then u'll leave

I can be uptight,
In social situations I can hardly breathe,
I'm starving for attention,
But I never know just what to say,
And I am scared that u'll see me,
For the mess I really am,

Then u'll leave

I try my hardest to fake a smile,
When deep down I wanna cry,
I don't always know the answer,
When U're asking what's wrong,
My mind; it goes in so many directions at once,
The reasons are hard to see,

Then it all calms down when u kiss me,
And I believe.....ill be okay....

Nobody ever stayed, 
Nobody ever tried,
They all said so many things,
That all turned out to be a lie,
I know I'm so not perfect,
But u make me feel like I'm worth it,
So I'm scared.. That u'll see me,
For the mess I really am,

And then u'll leave...

Please don't ever leave me...
Don't ever leave me...
Don't ever.....
Leave 

Saturday, October 24, 2015

Good Pussy



Another day at work,
Boss is a jerk,
Dancin round and round,
On my last nerve,
Can't wait 2 see my baby, 
Take her out on the town,
Do whatever she likes,
Then it's time to shut it down,
Cuz all I can think about is,

Her & her....
good pussy..

What's the use in money,
If I can't buy her somethin now & then,
A bunch of pretty dresses,
She can put that body in,
All of Victoria's secrets,
Ain't got a damn thing on her,
Cuz what she got,
I like a lot, her lovin' is preferred,
And that's why.. All I been thinkin bout is...

Her & her....
good pussy.... 

Baskin Robin got 37,
My baby got somethin else,
Anytime That I can't have her lovin,
I might have to touch myself, (horns!)

Early in the Mornin,
Late in the afternoon,
Whenever I get to see my baby,
U know it won't be too soon,
Of course she likes it to,
Says Im always #1 pick,

My baby got that good pussy,
She say I got the good dick! (Horns)

All I can think about,
What I can't do without,
Make a man scream and shout,
Her and her good pussy,

Al I can think about,
What I never wanna be without,
Make a man scream and shout,
Her and her..

Goooooooood Pussssy!!! 

Tuesday, October 6, 2015

Listen 2 Beth Sing


Crying like a baby and I don't know why,
This river of tears is flowin out of my blue eyes,
When will these memories cease,
Will I ever get a moment of peace?
Can't sleep cuz the nightmares,
Are overtaking me,
I never wanted this 2 be my identity,
But it seems like it will be...
It's engrained in me....
Scared 2 turn the lights out,
But the light's 2 bright,
Can't begin 2 describe the horrors,
I relived last night,
A frightened 10 year old boy,
Much 2 young 2 fight,
Closed closet doors,
Bad touches echo loud,
Feel like I am screaming in a quiet crowd,
But nobody hears me, 
Nobody notices me...
I just wanna be free,
I just wanna be whole,
I just wanna smile from the deepest parts,
Of my soul,
Don't wanna feel all alone,
Don't wanna feel by myself,
I want someone 2 care,
I just wanna see the night,
When I'm no longer scared,
2 close my eyes...
So I listen 2 Beth sing....

"Johnny ain't that bad, he just plays rough,
I ain't that scared when I'm covered up"
"I leave the light on... I leave the light on.."

"I ain't that bad I'm just fucked up,
I ain't that sad, I'm just.. Sad enough....

I wanna love, I wanna live.. I don't know much about it.. I never did"
(Beth Hart - Leave the Light On) 

Thursday, October 1, 2015

Last Man on Earth

If I was the last man,
U were the last girl,
There was nobody else in this world,
Would u want me,
Would u love me,
Or would u rather be alone?

If there were no other voice,
On your telephone,
There was no other choice,
4 u 2 choose,
Would u call me, 
Would u love me,
Like u used 2?

If there were no other eyes,
No sun in the sky,
No stars 2 shine like crazy diamonds,
Would u look at me, 
Would u see me,
Would u love me,
Or would u still turn away,

I just wanted 2 be good enough,
I just wanted 2 feel,
I just wanted u 2 notice,
I just wanted u 2 focus on me 4 a change,
If there was no other 2 give ur heart 2,
Would u remember my name?

If I was the last man,
u were the last girl,
And there was no one left in this world,
Would u want me,
Would I be good enough then,
Or would u rather be alone....

Saturday, September 26, 2015

Pass Up

Deep and powerful,
Made of the best stuff on earth,
Your kiss is like a Snapple,
Candy Apple lipgloss, 
Got my eyes going cross cross,
Tongue tastes like something magnificent,
I can't even describe, 
But if I go an hour without it, 
I might die,
I'm addicted to u in every way possible,
Whatever u need from me,
That's no obstacle,
I'm getting excited watching u & that Popsicle,
Sorry but it's true,
There's no way to not wanna do,
Those things with u,
All in good time tho,
I's just thinkin bout u,
And had 2 write a rhyme so,
This ain't one of them complex,
I just rhyme slow,
So u can understand every word,
That I've said so,
U know, that I know, that u know,
Exactly how I feel about u, 
You're numeral uno,
That's number one in Spanish, 
If u didn't guess,
Ask me for anything at all,
The answer's yes,
I mean how could I ever tell u "nah"
Looking into those eyes got me all like "bruh"
My friend's teasin me cuz they see me open,
Somewhere on cloud number 9 I'm floatin,
I'm just hopin this isn't a dream, don't wake me,
I'm willin to ride this out, 
Wherever it may take me,
I'm on a mission 2 your heart & I'm gassed up,
Cuz bein with u forever is somethin I just couldn't pass up,
...

Bein with u forever is somethin I just couldn't pass up..

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Closed Fists & Angry Faces

I've tried 2,
See myself but I don't like mirrors,
I've tried 2 tell myself, 
I'm alright,
I've tried 2 calm myself from my fears, 
U should hear the things I lie,

Keep me away from;

Closed fists and angry faces,
Outside locking doors,
And dark places,
I can't take the mem'ries no more,
I don't know what all my fighting was for,
I'm heading closer 2 a breakdown for sure,
If there is a God.. And if he has Graces,
Keep me away from closed fists,
And angry faces,

A dull razor won't cut enough,
Goddamn ropes won't do the trick,
Just want someone 2 give a simple fuck,
And not remind me that I'm sick,

I cannot make it on my own,
Spent 2 much time locked away,
And on my own,trying 2 stay away from;

Closed fists and angry faces,
Outside locking doors,
And dark places,
I can't take the mem'ries no more,
I don't know what all my fighting was for,
I'm heading closer 2 a breakdown for sure,
If there is a God.. And if he has Graces,
Keep me away from closed fists,
And angry faces,

I've ended it all over again,
In my mind,
Who needs 40 winks,
When the nightmares come a thousand times,
I just want a single moment's peace,

Yeah

I just want a single moment's peace,
Where I'm not remembering;

Closed fists and angry faces,
Outside locking doors,
And dark places,
I can't take the mem'ries no more,
I don't know what all my fighting was for,
I'm heading closer 2 a breakdown for sure,
If there is a God.. And if he has Graces,
Keep me away from closed fists,
And angry faces,

Quiet all the violent words,
I need a whisper,
I need the silence like my next breath,
Oh, I could use someone 2 hold me,

I just need a moment's peace...
And the ability 2 release;

(The memory of)Closed fists and angry faces,
Outside locking doors,
And dark places,
I can't take the mem'ries no more,
I don't know what all my fighting was for,
I'm heading closer 2 a breakdown for sure,
If there is a God.. And if he has Graces,
Keep me away from closed fists,
And angry faces,

I'm beggin' for a moment's peace

Saturday, September 19, 2015

The next tear drop



Would u stand close enough 2 me,
2 tell me what my eyes can see?
Would u tell me I am not alone? (And mean it)
Would u stand close enough 2 me,
2 look inside and be...the 1 2 stop,
the next tear drop... from falling..

When I'm down, would u reach 4 me,
When I'm on my feet again, will u stay?
When I can't form the words 2 say how I feel,
Would u know... Would u believe?

When I'm in the darkest dark I get into,
If I called ur name, would u come running 2,
Shine a light on me, help me see, my way out again,
When I'm 2 weak, would u be strong? 

Would u stand close enough 2 me,
2 tell me what my eyes can see?
Would u tell me I am not alone? (And mean it)
Would u stand close enough 2 me,
2 look inside and be...the 1 2 stop,
the next tear drop... from falling..

When I need u, oh I need u,
Will u be there? Or will u be here?
When I fear, like I sometimes fear, will u go?
Do u think I'm worth fighting for?
When the battle is against myself,
And I can't win this war.....

Would u stand close enough 2 me,
2 tell me what my eyes can see?
Would u tell me I am not alone? (And mean it)
Would u stand close enough 2 me,
2 look inside and be...the 1 2 stop,
the next tear drop... from falling..

If it's 2 much, then please, turn far away now,
No hard feelings, I completely understand,
But if u'll stay, please stay, please say...
U'll try..

Could u be,
The 1 2 stop,
The next tear drop,
From... Falling..

Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Untitled

I don't know if I can make all ur dreams come true,
But I can tell u what I won't do, 
I won't lie...

And I don't know if I could take u around the world,
But if it's what u wanted to do,
I would try...

U see, I might not be able 2 shower u,
With all the finer things,
Take u out 2 dinner more than once a week,
But I work hard and I can appreciate the most important things,

And I'll give u all of my attention,
All my heart and all my time...

What I'm tryin to say is not what u SHOULD do,
But I was just wondering if u were 2 fall in love,
COULD u.... Fall in love .. WOULD u fall in love,

With ... Me? 

Ya see I dream of holdin hands with u,
While I'm drivin, 
While we're walking down the street,
My arms around u while we're just watching movies,
And all my friends, I'm ready for u 2 meet,

I really wanna see u smilin back at me,
So 4 that I would do almost anything,
I won't 4get ur birthday or any of the important things,

And I'll give u all of my attention,
All of my heart and my time...

So I'm not sayin what u SHOULD do,
I'm just sayin if u WERE to.. U know.. Fall in love,
COULD u... Fall in love... WOULD u fall in love,

With me? 

Don't know if I can make all ur dreams come true,
But baby for u,

I.... Would... Try...

Saturday, August 29, 2015

Then Came You



I got pretty good,
At cooking my own food,
Hanging out with myself,
Was part of my routine,

I was doing just fine.. 
Alone,

I could do what I want,
Go where I want to,
Watch what I want on the tv,
Yeah, it was part of my routine...

Then u came along,
Fixed everything I didn't know was wrong,
Now whenever u are gone,
I ..... Miss.... You........

Getting dressed up because ure coming over,
Having dinner by candlelight,
Holding hands and talking all night,
Waking up next to somebody,
Dreams coming true,
I never needed anybody,
Then... Came.. You...

Looking forward to Lifetime movies,
All weekend long,
Turning up the radio to hear,
U sing ur favorite song,
....and I love to see u dance.....

Buying flowers just because,
I know it will make u smile,
U make me better,
U make me wanna go that extra mile,

This wasn't part of the routine,
But once I looked into ur eyes,
I couldn't think of a better anything..
Than..

Getting dressed up because ure coming over,
Having dinner by candlelight,
Holding hands and talking all night,
Waking up next to somebody,
Dreams coming true,
I never needed anybody,
Then... Came.. You...

No longer lonely,
No longer thinking,
It was as good as it would be,
Now U got me....imagining,
The future ...
A forever made up of u and me...

Getting dressed up because ure coming over,
Having dinner by candlelight,
Holding hands and talking all night,
Waking up next to somebody,
Dreams coming true,
I never needed anybody,
Then... Came.. You...

I love waking up next to,
All my dreams come true,
I never needed anybody,

Then ........
Came .......
You ....

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Romantic Voices

I can't hear the radio,
Can't hear the tv,
No need 4 the cell phone,
Romantic voices all around me,

If I close my eyes,
I can feel her breath on my skin, 
Her fingertips tracing my lips, 
I can exist in this false reality,
Romantic voices all around me, 

With all the lights off,
Thunderstorm dancing on the outside,
I can pretend she is right here,
Telling me how much she wants me inside,

I almost can touch her,
She's right here, yet she's oh so far away,
She's begging me to come closer,
She's begging me to stay,

It's just a memory,
But one I have to replay,
So every night I lay in silence,
Till she comes back & we can be 2gether,
Romantic voices all around me,

No other will do,
No other can take her place,
No other will do,
So I gotta remain in this game,
Gotta keep her alive,
Never chancing to let her fade,
Gotta hear her 
Romantic voices all around me,

Don't wanna hear the radio,
U won't reach me by the phone,
Ain't up for watching tv, 
I just wanna dream she's here,
Whispering in my ear,

Romantic voices all around me....

Suicidal Pornstar

She'll do anything for ur attention,
Whatever u want just mention,
If u wanna get your ego fed, 
She'll roll over, she'll play dead,
She's got no limits, 4 u it's never 2 far,
She's ur very own..

Suicidal Porn Star

She's gonna let u degrade her,
Go head, she'll let u put her down,
Call her out her name, she won't flinch,
Slap her ass.. She won't budge an inch,

And if it's whips and chains that u're into,
50 shades ain't got nothin on her,
She'll take it all and ask for more,
If she thinks it makes u smile,

She'll do anything for your attention,
In ways too dirty to mention,
If u want ur ego fed,
She'll roll over & she'll play dead,
She got no limits, nothing is ever 2 far,
She's ur very own,

Suicidal Porn Star,

But in the back of her mind,
She's plotting the way,
She can make u put that smile on HER face,
The things she's gonna make u do,
The ways u're gonna make her come..

U didn't think u were the only one who gets 2 have fun? Didja?

She'll do anything for your attention,
In ways too dirty to mention,
If u want ur ego fed,
She'll roll over & she'll play dead,
She got no limits, nothing is ever 2 far,
She's ur very own,

Suicidal Porn Star,

(She's gonna keep your ego fed)
(She'll roll over and she'll play dead)

Beautiful Breakdown

She's the closest thing 2 perfect, 
I'll ever know,
When I'm at my worst, 
She still welcomes me home,
2 open arms they calmly take me down,
She's my beautiful breakdown..

When it's too loud in my head,
She pulls me in and the shouting stops,
She whispers 3 words the most beautiful sound,
She's my beautiful breakdown,

I can cry, and she's there 2 dry my tears,
I fee like I can't go on,
She says "u can" and takes away all of my fears,
I've never believed like I believe right now,
I can be strong cuz she's turned the quicksand,
Into a solid ground...

She's an angel with hidden wings,
Her halo is in her nightstand by the bed,
She's my other half, she completes what was never 2 be whole,
She's my conscience.. She's my soul...

She's my beautiful breakdown,

When I'm feeling ugly, 
She tells me I am beautiful,
When I've fallen down,
She tells me to get back up,
She's the first hand reaching,
The telephone ringing,
When I need 2 hear her voice,
She doesn't have 2 be...
I'm her choice...
And
She's my beautiful breakdown...