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I think I think too much,

Sometimes I talk too loud,

Running laps inside my head, 

Worried, but don't know what about,

I'm scared that u'll see me,

For the mess I really am,

And then u'll leave

I can be uptight,

In social situations I can hardly breathe,

I'm starving for attention,

But I never know just what to say,

And I am scared that u'll see me,

For the mess I really am,

Then u'll leave

I try my hardest to fake a smile,

When deep down I wanna cry,

I don't always know the answer,

When U're asking what's wrong,

My mind; it goes in so many directions at once,

The reasons are hard to see,

Then it all calms down when u kiss me,

And I believe.....ill be okay....

Nobody ever stayed, 

Nobody ever tried,

They all said so many things,

That all turned out to be a lie,

I know I'm so not perfect,

But u make me feel like I'm worth it,

So I'm scared.. That u'll see me,

For the mess I really am,

And then u'll leave...

Please don't ever leave me...

Don't ever leave me...

Don't ever.....

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