Magic

It's a top of the hand kiss u give 2 a princess,
u love when they're around,
when they're gone u miss they way that ur name sounds echoing off their lips,
that real love exists,
u find it hard 2 believe,
that they love hearing how u feel,
cuz u wear ur heart on ur sleeve,
so they never have 2 wonder,
doubt or decide,
and they can't wait 2 c their reflection in ur eyes,
as both of ur hearts pound belly full of butterflies,
No lies,
No promises not intended 2 keep,
it's the realest thing 2 people have ever had between,
that heart attack moment when they make ur phone ring,
and u don't wanna hang up,
so u do it together on 3,

...it's magic...

Pretend

another night, another wonderin' what we're doin',
sittin' round just hanging out, but ain't sayin' nothin',
i don't like this silence, it says more than any words,
maybe i don't wanna hear, maybe i know it's gonna hurt,

but here's an idea, something 2 try,
instead of goodbye,
give it a go.. before u let it go,
... if there's someone on ur mind,
and u can't get ur mind off him,
could u just close ur eyes,
come 2 me and try 2 pretend..

i can be anything, anyone,
it doesn't have 2 end this way,
i don't want this,
we haven't tried everything,

pathetic, i know,
but i'm tryin' to hold on,
cuz i'm tryin' 2 do whatever it takes,
2 keep u from being gone,

i don't care how low i have 2 sink,
2 keep u right here next 2 me,
u can close ur eyes and see whoever,

cuz here's just 1 more thing 2 try,
instead of u saying goodbye,
give it a go, before u let me go,
if there's someone on ur mind,
and u can't get ur mind off them,
could u just close ur eyes,
come 2 me,
and Pretend...

pretend i'm the one u want,
the one u need,
the one u can't live without,
make believe and some day it will come true,
could u just pretend..
cuz this don't have 2 end..

if u just close ur eyes,
come 2 me,
and,
Pretend...

Me Now

I've laughed,
I've cried,
I've broken promises,
I've lied,
I've done things that a real man just wouldn't do,
And I guess it took me really losing u,

And I don't know If We will ever try again,
All I know is that I'll never lie again,
And I know..without a doubt that now,
I'm a better man....

Cuz this is me now,
I can look in the mirror,
See my reflection and be proud,
This is me now,
I can look in the mirror,
See my reflection and smile,

I put myself to the test,
Wouldn't settle for less than the best,
Put all that shit in the past in the past where it belongs,
Got No excuses now for doing wrong,

And I do apologize for what I did,
Even more for what I didn't do,
Ad I don't know If We will ever try again,
But I'll never lie again,
I'm now a different and a better man,

Cuz this is me NOW,
I can look at my reflection in the mirror and be proud,
This is me Now,
I can look at my reflection in the mirror, see the man I've become and smile,

It didn't happen over night,
It took a mighty mighty long time,
Said I was done with the old me,
That wasn't the way God wanted me,
And all I can do is say sorry,
Hope u accept my plea,

As I introduce everybody to the new me.....

Cuz this is me now,
I can look at myself,
In the mirror,
Take a step back & be proud,
And I smile,
Cuz this is me now,
Ain't a force of nature this side of hell strong enough to bring me down,

this is me now... 

lv dnt liv hr anmr

just a vacancy.. love don't live here anymorrrrrrrrrr.......

time heals all wounds,
so i know i'll be all right,
used to call me up,
talkin' on the phone like all night,
i'll hang up no u hang up,
ok together on 3,
but i wouldn't hang up on u,
and u wouldn't hang up on me,
now the whole shit's changin',
and we don't even talk,
u out all night with ya friends,
leavin' me home 2 spark,
then a spark turns 2 flame,
turns 2 anger then a fight,
soon as u walk in the door in the middle of the night,
and that ain't the way it's sposed 2 be,
i wanted u 2 be close 2 me,
i never thought there was a snowball's chance in hell,
that u would notice me,
but u said u were interested and i was so taken aback,
that i jumped all in without my brain in tact,
let my heart get trampled on and broken,
for days now, no texts we ain't spoken,
just holes in the walls and a path walked in the floor,
i gotta say goodbye love don't live here any more...

u abandoned me.. love don't live here any more....
just a vacancy... love don't live here anymore.....
u abandoned me... u abandoned me....u abandoned...me...

i said i love u put no one above u,
be there 4 u, never ignore u,
come at any hour that u would call,
it's like i lost every since of self,
but the worst shit of it all,
is i just got out of a relationship,
said i wasn't playin those same games and shit,
everybody said i was the best u had in a while,
and goddamn i can't explain how u made me smile,
i sit back and think about the way it felt when u kissed me,
a text before i got home, sayin' that u missed me,
but now u're over it and don't want me around,
guess our ship done sailed,
hit land and run aground,
i have given u an out so it can be said and done,
but u keep tellin' me u want me,
but then u turn around and run,
i wanted this more than i wanted 2 breathe,
but it's crazy sittin' home alone,
while u out AND ignorin' me,
this ain't how it's supposed 2 be one month in,
it ain't like we lovers, shit
it ain't even like we are friends,
i'm on some ME shit now i gotta do for self,
so if i can't be a priority,
i'm a hafta bounce,
it ain't gonna hurt u,
so i know it'll hurt me more,
but it's best for all if we don't pretend that it lives here when it don't live here anymore....

u abandoned me... u abandoned me....u abandoned me...
love don't live here anymore.....
just a vacancy... love don't live here anymore.......
cuz u abandoned me... u abandoned me... u abandoned me.......u abandoned me....

ur body/my temple

light a candle,
let me lay u down,(just relax, don't say nothin')
just relax.. don't say a word,
i got this..

2 night, it's all about u,
so close ur eyes,
i'm bout 2 take u places u ain't been before,

it's bout 2 be ...a religious,
out of body experience,
(we gonna go 2 chuuch)
u'll be speaking in tongues,
probably gonna curse,

ur body is a temple baby,
2night i wanna worship u,
show my appreciation 4,
the things u do.. so i'm gonna do,
any and every little thing u've ever wanted a man to do,
u ain't gotta ask,
i'm gonna take it slow,
won't go 2 fast no..
ur body is my temple baby,
and 2night i'm gonna worship u..

flavored oils, ice cubes and hot water,
i'm gonna rub u, up and down,
my fingers gonna go all over,

start at ur feet,
massaging ur whole stressful day away,
then up ur shins, up ur calves, up ur thigh,
now roll over on ur stomach baby,

i'm gonna relax u so deep,
u're gonna feel like u're in the sweetest dream,
but in the most romantic..movie scene,
the likes of which.. no body's ever ever seen,

ur body is a temple baby,
2night i wanna worship u,
show my appreciation 4,
the things u do.. so i'm gonna do,
any and every little thing u've ever wanted a man to do,
u ain't gotta ask,
i'm gonna take it slow,
won't go 2 fast no..
ur body is my temple baby,
and 2night i'm gonna worship u..

rose petals leading the way 2 the room,
soft music echoing off the candle light,
it all starts with a top of ur hand princess kiss,
and then u just lay down,
just lay down...

if u gotta request,
i'll take em all,
tell me where 2 go,
what 2 do,
what tempo pleases u the most,

2night.. it ain't about me,
it's all about u,
i'm gonna take u there,
many times as u want 2,

gonna have u sayin' things,
and actin' ways,
that no one else,
has made u say...

cuz i'm gonna take u 2 chuuch 2night,
your body is my temple baby,
and i'm gonna worship u...oooh,
over and over and over and over,
ur bed is the pulpit,
my sermon will be touch and go,
my offering is ur satisfaction,
my hymn is the sound that ur voice is making,
when u're trembling and shaking,
step in this room.. and lay down baby,

i'm gonna do all of those things,
those other men don't know how 2 do,
ur body is my temple pretty lady,
and tonight.. tonight, toniiiight,
i'm ....
gonna worship u.......

all of u.. every little inch of u...
with my hands, with my lips,
with my fingers, with my kiss,
u ain't never had a feeling like this...
bliss.. this is Heaven..
ahh and i'm gonna take u there..

2morrow we gonna hafta get up and go to Sunday school,
ask for 4giveness, 4 what we did here 2night...
so so naughty.. yet so so very nice...

ur body is my temple...

I want u

I want u...
Like the next breath from the last,
I want u,
Like one more grain of sand in life's hourglass,

Like 1 more glance b4 blind,
1 last touch b4 numb,
I want u,

Never wanted anyone,
Anything so much,
The thought of being with u,
Makes my pulse accelerate,
And my face blush,
I want u...

2 have u just once,
I'd suffer 7 times the fury of God's wrath,

I want u,
If I died and came back,
I'd wanna be the water in ur bath,
I want u...

I want u...

Moving Memories

There's that picture,
That was taken,
On the day We,
Promised each other forever,

There's that sofa,
Where We made love,
Many a rainy night,

And there's that tv,
Where we'd watch our favorite shows, together,

Yeah but now they're all,
Just what used 2 be,
U're packing up & moving,
Memories..

There's the rocking horse,
Ur great grandma gave,
2 our first born,
On his birthday,

There's the family portrait,
Taken just before,
My parents moved away,

Yeah but now they're all,
What used 2 be,
I've packing up & moving,
Memories,

That ol notebook full of songs I wrote when We were in love and I hoped it'd last for eternity,
Still has every word and page in tact,
2 bad We couldn't last like that,
But I guess.. something's really aren't meant 2 be...

So I moved in with family,
U with ur mom,
And the kids are all doing fine,
Our lives moving along,

And I'm seeing a real good girl,
Who thinks the world of me,
U're seeing someone too,
Gotta say I'm really happy 4 u,
And I hope it works out better Than We,

We both deserve 2 be..Happy..

So here's a toast 2 what once was,
No regrets, and Never forget,
3 beautiful babies, some good times,
2 cherish for the rest of our lives,
We may laugh, We may cry,

When we think about those times,
And in our minds...
We're moving memories..

Moving Memories..

Memories..

believe

trust without abandon,
do without pause,
smile without knowing,
laugh without cause,

give without taking,
anything at all,
believe in the one person,
who is at ur beck n call,

realize real is in front of u,
going nowhere fast,
when others turned tail 2 run,
u kept him at arm's length dead last,

move forward without transgression,
don't think before u move,
believe in the one,
who fully believes in u

speak without leaving anything to chance,
don't assume he knows.. or read ur thoughts,
in a glance,

say exactly, not cryptic at all,
if u love, say u love,
don't wait 4 tears 2 fall,

move forward without transgression,
don't think before u move,
believe in the one,
who fully believes in u...

believe in "the One"

the man who never lies

i may not be a man of money,
can't afford much of the finer things,
i can't go out and buy u mansions,
cover ur fingers with fancy rings,

but i can be unlike all the others,
proving my love over time,
by doing things 2 show what u mean 2 me,
and making this promise 2 u 2night,

there's a lot of things i can't be.. that is true,
but here's a list of some of the things,
i can be 4 u...

the man who doesn't run,
the man who doesn't hide,
the man who doesn't leave when everything isn't going alright,
the man who doesn't cheat,
the man who doesn't break promises,
the man who always tries,
the man who treats u like a princess,
and,
the man who never lies...

2 morrow i'll love u just like 2day,
probably a little more,
i'll probably tell u at least a hundred times,
texting till my fingers get sore,

but then there's that moment i see u,
when ur eyes look in2 mine,
there's a mutual adoration,
so i'll lay it all out there on the line,

this is what i'll be 4 u;

the man who doesn't run,
the man who doesn't hide,
the man who doesn't leave when everything isn't going alright,
the man who doesn't cheat,
the man who doesn't break promises,
the man who always tries,
the man who treats u like a princess,
and,
the man who never lies...

and i'll never make u cry,
a tear out of pain,
i'll give u my jacket,
shelter u from the rain,
i'll open doors, i'll pull out chairs,
i'll show u every day i care,
i swear, u'll ever have 2 wonder,
u'll never have 2 guess,
never have 2 worry,
never have 2 stress...

"does he really love me?"
the answer's always yes...

i'll be unlike anything u've ever had before,
i'll be honest, i'll be real and true,
and here's everything one more time,
that i pledge 2 be 4 u...

the man who doesn't run,
the man who doesn't hide,
the man who doesn't leave when everything isn't going alright,
the man who doesn't cheat,
the man who doesn't break promises,
the man who always tries,
the man who treats u like a princess,
and,
the man who never lies...


i'll never run..i'll never hide,
i'll be there in the good times, and when things ain't goin right,
i will never cheat, and i'll never make promises, that i know i can't keep,
i will never fight with u, i will always try,
and i'll treat u like the princess u are,
and i....
i will never lie...

Touch and be Touched

Longing 4 that goose bump moment,
That be all and end all,
That look in2 the pair of eyes that promise paradise,
As they back me up against the wall,
the fleeting seconds of butterflies going crazy,
as the heartbeat accelerates to a tempo
reminiscent of a heart attack,
envisioning those hands tracing faces,
then leading 2 private places,
breathing, pleading 4 a kiss,
a simple taste of bliss,
a wish that our clothes were piling on the floor,
as our bodies begin 2 twist,
never has an anticipation been so much,
the lips that say,
"i want u, i want u, i want u, i want 2
touch and be touched"

Broken 4 u

got a pretty girl who cares a lil bit,
she makes me smile,
she really gives a shit..

now u wanna talk about it,
now u wanna do over,
but i found strength within myself,
and i'm no longer,
broken 4 u,

awkward silence fills any room,
except the room that she in in,
u locked me down,
she set me free,
from sadness's prison,

u didn't want me any more,
u said we were thru,
i found myself,
and i will never return 2,
broken 4 u,

u couldn't fix me,
u didn't really want 2,
u made me feel 2nd class,
dead last,
"nobody will ever want u"

ur decision will haunt u,

because she makes me feel loved,
makes me feel liked,
makes me feel something deep down inside,
she's created a spark,
makes me feel alive,
she has my soul, my body and my heart,

so on i've moved,
u're saddened by that truth,
but i will never again be,
no matter how much u try and tempt me,
i am no longer empty,
and no longer,
broken..4 u...

Strong

look in ur eyes,
says u need me 2nite,
and i've got nowhere 2 b,
so come on over here,
crawl in2 these arms,
that u fit in2 so perfectly,
>>>>don't say a word<<<<
just let me hold u till all of ur pain is gone,
2nite u can b the weak 1,
and 4 u i will b..

strong..

cry it out on my shoulder,
let the tears go where they may,
recall a favorite memory,
1 u remember like it was yesterday,
confide in the 1 who's heart beats just 4 u,
and when u think that u have said and done all u can do,
come over here,
crawl in2 these arms u fit in2 so perfectly,
u don't have 2 say a word,
just let me hold u till all of ur pain is gone,
2nite u can b the weak 1,
and 4 u i will b,

strong..

yes 2nite u can b the weak 1,
and 4 u i will be...

strong...

Time 2 See You

Seems like everyday,
Time slows down 2 a crawl,
Like I'm a hafta get into it,
With that damn clock on the wall,

It just keeps ticking by,
Slower than a snail's pace,
Can't it tell that I'm missing my baby,
And I need 2 see her pretty face,

Take all the numbers off,
I only need 2 know,
When it's time 2 see u,
My internal alarm is all set,
Damn isn't it time to go yet,
How much longer till I get,
2 see u...

Take all the numbers off the clock,
I only need 2 know when it's time,
2 see u...

KISS

there's nothing playing out loud,
but we hear it in our minds,
the music that brings our souls 2gether,
hearts are entertwined,

the perfect melody,
the key perfect in tune,
our arms begin the movement,
pulling me closer 2 u,

and then our eyes say all that our ears can't comprehend,
our lips meet out on the dance floor.. and we kiss...,

The Transition of Chris to Christopher

out of the ordinary..in2 the blue,
never knew i could smile so much,
and then it came true,
from cloudy day..no end 2 the rain in sight,
the darkest of hours,
then on came the light,
weakness became strength,
something i've never felt before,
and a longing 2 be better,
a need 2 be something more,
... a lonely soul and a shell became a man,
a new kind of whole 2 feel and a world 2 understand,
it's not touch and see, it's touch and hold,
tight 2 the promise that there ain't no letting go,
i've finally found me after so long searching,
and i like who i became,
so much so that a boy named Chris,
had 2 change his name..

from now on,
i embrace who i was always meant 2 be,
....Christopher....

Make This Night

Let's make this night,
Make it a morning,
Wake up late 2morrow next 2 me,
Tangled up in love,warm & cozy,

Ain't no need 2 be in a hurry,
Take our time & enjoy the view,
Nothing's more beautiful 2 these eyes,
Than what they see when they look at u,

When kissing begins the slow & deepest rush,
Butterflies are taking over us,
Ur hands touch me,  I can't help but blush,
Cuz I know I WANT to, I know I WANT u,

We move 2gether in the perfect flow,
Anything u desire? I won't say "No"
In return 4 ur pretty lips 2 tell me,
U won't let me go, u don't wanna let me go,

Let's take this night,
Make it a morning,
Wake up late 2morrow next 2 me,
Tangled up in love, warm & cozy,
Morning breath kisses 2 start the day,
The PERFECT day...

:-)