Thursday, August 20, 2015

Burn



I never cried.. 
Like I cried...
On that cold rainy night that u...
U said goodbye..
U didn't shed a tear..
U didn't look back...
Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,
And I...I.... 
How I cried...

Knees to my chest,
Head hanging down,
Tear stains on my jeans,
Can't stop it now,

I've cursed the heavens,
I've screamed your name,
Punched a hole in the wall,
Scattered all the blame,
Oh cuz... 

I never cried.. 
Like I cried...
On that cold rainy night that u...
U said goodbye..
U didn't shed a tear..
U didn't look back...
Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,
And I...I.... 
How I cried...

All the hurt, guilt and shame,
Lead me to this gasoline and this flame,
Gonna burn a memory or three,
4get all about u and me,

This house will go down,
I'm not coming out,
All over town,
This is all they'll talk about,

I'm already dead,
So tell me what's the use,
I'll never repair..
Of losing u,

I never cried.. 
Like I cried...
On that cold rainy night that u...
U said goodbye..
U didn't shed a tear..
U didn't look back...
Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,
And I...I.... 
How I cried...

U won't see me around,
Tomorrow u'll learn,
Ya see, I didn't need no water, baby,
When I let this ...mother fucker burn...

I never cried.. 
Like I cried...
On that cold rainy night that u...
U said goodbye..
U didn't shed a tear..
U didn't look back...
Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,
And I...I.... 
How I cried...

Burn motherfucker.....burn....

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Lullaby

Good night,
Get some rest,
I pray 2night,
U sleep ur best,
Turn off ur phone,
Get undressed,
And let the covers keep u warm,
Don't let anything,
Disturb ur fairy tale dream,
U're the fair maiden,
Ridin off with the knight,
On his trusty steed,
On ur way 2 the castle,
2 take ur rightful place as Queen,
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh,
Nobody better, 
Nobody more suited 2,
Take ur place,
Do what u do,
Wake up tomorrow,
Feeling like the royalty u are,
Let the sun brighten ur day,
Like it's your own personal star,
The world is yours,
And it's at your feet,
So hurry on to bed now,
Get some sleep,
Soon enough,
It'll be time 2 get up,
For now,
Let your eyes close,
Count those sheep,
Pretty baby, pretty baby,
Get some sleep,
Yeah, turn your pillow over 2 the cold side,
Get some sleep,
Good Night....


Wednesday, May 27, 2015

F**kin



Headboard Shakin'
Goddamn we bout to break it,
I'm givin u all that u can take, and more,
I ain't gon stop until we doin it on the floor,
Bodies clappin,
Off the walls it echoes,
Claws diggin in2 my back,
U ain't about 2 let go,
Whatever u want from me 2night,
I'll give it to ya just the way u like,
This ain't just sex, it's mo like a fight,
We ain't makin love.. we fuckin

I don't mean to make u shudder,
But I love the way u stutter,
Doin things u caint tell yo mother,
No yo daddy wouldn't dare approve, 
But I ain't worried bout what they think,
All I want is inside u,
No secrets and no taboos,
I'll do whatever u want from me 2night,
I'll give it to ya just the way u like,
This ain't sex, it's mo like a fight,
We ain't makin love, we fuckin....

Ure the only one who has the goods,
Ure my drink, my favorite food,
When u come on over 2 my neighborhood, 
We end up in this raggedy bed,
Neither one of us will be misled, 
Cuz we be fuckin... Fuuuuckin..

Headboard shakin' 
It's about to go,
But I gotta give u just a little bit mo,
Ain't no shame in my game,
We gon do everything,
A whole lot of kissin, 
Suckin and touchin,
We ain't making love tonight,
We fuckin....

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Lighthouse



Wanna be your lighthouse,
The place u go when u need 2 feel safe,
When u need 2 arms around u,
Someone 2 wipe the tear drops off ur face,
Wanna be the harbor that u swim to,
When u feel like u could drown,
I wanna be the one u can count on,
Wanna be your lighthouse...

When the shoulders are too cold,
I've got 2 to keep u warm,
When you've had all u can go thru,
I'll be your shelter from the storm,
And when nobody is there for u,
Don't want u 2 have 2 think 2 hard,
U'll know who's always been there,
U'll know exactly who 2 call,

Wanna be your lighthouse,
The place u go when u need 2 feel safe,
When u need 2 arms around u,
Someone 2 wipe the tear drops off ur face,
Wanna be the harbor that u swim to,
When u feel like u could drown,
I wanna be the one u can count on,
Wanna be your lighthouse...

When your ship is getting ready 2 sink,
U really don't know where u are,
But u know right where I will be,
U won't ever even have 2 whisper my name,
I'll always be right here by your side,
I'll turn the light on for u in the dark,
I'll rescue u, I'll be your guide,

I'll never be 2 busy,
I'll never turn my back, 
When u're on ur knees,
I'll reach my hand down,
Pull u up, get u back on track,
U don't ever have to be alone,
No matter how far life's got u down,

I'll be right there,
I'm on my way,
Never 2 far 2 save the day,

I'll be your lighthouse,
The place u go when u need 2 feel safe,
When u need 2 arms around u,
Someone 2 wipe the tear drops off ur face,
Wanna be the harbor that u swim to,
When u feel like u could drown,
I wanna be the one u can count on,
I'll be your lighthouse...

I'll be right there,
I'm on my way,
Never 2 far 2 save the day...

Monday, May 4, 2015

Fallin'

Wanna watch the sun set in ur eyes,
Wanna see u light up when u smile,
Wanna smell ur sweet perfume,
Feel the butterflies when holding ur hand,
Wanna be still and hear ur heart beat,
Wanna whisper soft in ur ear,
The words not meant 4 others,
Words that only u should hear,

Wanna see u with no make up,
Without ur hair done,
When u wake up & just get outta bed,
When u could go spend the day at work,
But u out on ur sweats & hang with me instead,

Wanna hear how my name sounds,
When u call me,
How good night feels rolling off ur lips,
How cute ur laugh is, when I say something stupid,
So I'll be stupid over,
And over again,

Oh... If u knew,
All of the things I wanna do with u,
But u don't and u won't, 
And I'll never admit it's true,
Oh I'm Fallin'
I'm Fallin'

Wanna learn all there is 2 know about,
Everything in between, inside and out,
Wanna know everything about ur past,
The one with whom u know it will last,

Oh... If u knew,
All the things I wanna do with u,
But u don't and u won't,
I will never admit it's true,
I'm Fallin'
Oh I'm Fallin'

For u... 

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Hell On Earth



Can't pray to Jesus, 
Cuz I don't know if he's real,
Can't look 2 heaven,
Cuz I don't believe that it's there,
So I go.. All alone,
Tryin to make it thru this world on my own,
Been wishin for death,
Ever since birth,
Tired of livin in,
This hell on earth.. 

I'm tired of talkin,
No one's listenin',
Guess nobody gives a damn,
Been crawlin for so long,
My knees are tired,
I no longer know who I am,

All thru my trial,
Tried to fake a smile,
But it's gone and turned upside down,
So I'm gonna unlace the gloves used 4 fighting,
And lay myself deep in the ground,

Can't pray to Jesus, 
Cuz I don't know if he's real,
Can't look 2 heaven,
Cuz I don't believe that it's there,
So I go.. All alone,
Tryin to make it thru this world on my own,
Been wishin for death,
Ever since birth,
Tired of livin in,
This hell on earth.. 

These walls are closing,
I'm gonna let em,
What the hell do I have left?
So out on the cover,
Shovel the dirt in, 
And I'll stay here until I'm out of breath..

Can't pray to Jesus, 
Cuz I don't know if he's real,
Can't look 2 heaven,
Cuz I don't believe that it's there,
So I go.. All alone,
Tryin to make it thru this world on my own,
Been wishin for death,
Ever since birth,
Tired of livin in,
This hell on earth.. 

U were never.. Someone I could count on,
Maybe now u will open ur eyes....


Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Let Them Eat Cake

Let Them Eat Cake

No need 4 an occasion,
Just a night 2gether u and me,
Your favorite song on the iPod,
We don't need no company,

I'll cook your dinner, 
U sit down and relax,
I'll do all the dishes 2,
U just don't worry bout a thing baby,
The only thing u gotta do...

Let me taste u,
In the ways that all night takes,
And the rest of the world...
Well,
Let Em eat cake..

Please don't answer the phone,
Whoever it is can wait,
Foot massages by candle light at 7, 
Hot bubble bath will be ready at 8,

2night u will be celebrated,
For just being who and what u are,
Not your birthday, not valentines,
But just because you're u...

I want u to...

Let me taste u,
In the ways that all night takes,
And the rest of the world...
Well,
Let Em eat cake..

I'll dvr all of your shows,
So u can chill and watch em tomorrow,
And tonight there is no class,
So I'm gonna give u all that u can handle,
Gonna give u all that u can take... 
If u let me...

taste u,
In the ways that all night takes,
And the rest of the world...
Well,
Let Em eat cake..