Okay

U see the smile and the laughs,

And the way I carry,

U don't see the nightmares I have at night,

I could never let u see how they scare me,

I have to let u think that I'm all right...

If u could walk in my shoes,

Look into my mind,

Feel the weight that's on my shoulders,

And the fear of being left behind,

U would understand me more,

Or maybe u would run away,

That's why when u ask how I am doing,

I just say "okay" 

The things I've seen,

Should never be seen, 

No matter how many times I shower,

Sometimes I still feel unclean,

When u say "get over it" 

"Man up and get over it",

U wouldn't last a day,

That's why all I say ..

If u could walk in my shoes,

Look into my mind,

Feel the weight that's on my shoulders,

And the fear of being left behind,

U would understand me more,

Or maybe u would run away,

That's why when u ask how I am doing,

I just say "okay" 

I don't say much about it, 

I probably won't let u in,

I'll probably decline your invites,

More than every now and then,

U might wonder why,

U might not care,

But I would rather be left alone,

Than be in a room full of people,

Who wouldn't notice if I wasn't there.. 

If u could walk in my shoes,

Look into my mind,

Feel the weight that's on my shoulders,

And the fear of being left behind,

U would understand me more,

Or maybe u would run away,

That's why when u ask how I am doing,

I just say "okay"