Saturday, August 29, 2015

Then Came You



I got pretty good,
At cooking my own food,
Hanging out with myself,
Was part of my routine,

I was doing just fine.. 
Alone,

I could do what I want,
Go where I want to,
Watch what I want on the tv,
Yeah, it was part of my routine...

Then u came along,
Fixed everything I didn't know was wrong,
Now whenever u are gone,
I ..... Miss.... You........

Getting dressed up because ure coming over,
Having dinner by candlelight,
Holding hands and talking all night,
Waking up next to somebody,
Dreams coming true,
I never needed anybody,
Then... Came.. You...

Looking forward to Lifetime movies,
All weekend long,
Turning up the radio to hear,
U sing ur favorite song,
....and I love to see u dance.....

Buying flowers just because,
I know it will make u smile,
U make me better,
U make me wanna go that extra mile,

This wasn't part of the routine,
But once I looked into ur eyes,
I couldn't think of a better anything..
Than..

Getting dressed up because ure coming over,
Having dinner by candlelight,
Holding hands and talking all night,
Waking up next to somebody,
Dreams coming true,
I never needed anybody,
Then... Came.. You...

No longer lonely,
No longer thinking,
It was as good as it would be,
Now U got me....imagining,
The future ...
A forever made up of u and me...

Getting dressed up because ure coming over,
Having dinner by candlelight,
Holding hands and talking all night,
Waking up next to somebody,
Dreams coming true,
I never needed anybody,
Then... Came.. You...

I love waking up next to,
All my dreams come true,
I never needed anybody,

Then ........
Came .......
You ....

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Romantic Voices

I can't hear the radio,
Can't hear the tv,
No need 4 the cell phone,
Romantic voices all around me,

If I close my eyes,
I can feel her breath on my skin, 
Her fingertips tracing my lips, 
I can exist in this false reality,
Romantic voices all around me, 

With all the lights off,
Thunderstorm dancing on the outside,
I can pretend she is right here,
Telling me how much she wants me inside,

I almost can touch her,
She's right here, yet she's oh so far away,
She's begging me to come closer,
She's begging me to stay,

It's just a memory,
But one I have to replay,
So every night I lay in silence,
Till she comes back & we can be 2gether,
Romantic voices all around me,

No other will do,
No other can take her place,
No other will do,
So I gotta remain in this game,
Gotta keep her alive,
Never chancing to let her fade,
Gotta hear her 
Romantic voices all around me,

Don't wanna hear the radio,
U won't reach me by the phone,
Ain't up for watching tv, 
I just wanna dream she's here,
Whispering in my ear,

Romantic voices all around me....

Suicidal Pornstar

She'll do anything for ur attention,
Whatever u want just mention,
If u wanna get your ego fed, 
She'll roll over, she'll play dead,
She's got no limits, 4 u it's never 2 far,
She's ur very own..

Suicidal Porn Star

She's gonna let u degrade her,
Go head, she'll let u put her down,
Call her out her name, she won't flinch,
Slap her ass.. She won't budge an inch,

And if it's whips and chains that u're into,
50 shades ain't got nothin on her,
She'll take it all and ask for more,
If she thinks it makes u smile,

She'll do anything for your attention,
In ways too dirty to mention,
If u want ur ego fed,
She'll roll over & she'll play dead,
She got no limits, nothing is ever 2 far,
She's ur very own,

Suicidal Porn Star,

But in the back of her mind,
She's plotting the way,
She can make u put that smile on HER face,
The things she's gonna make u do,
The ways u're gonna make her come..

U didn't think u were the only one who gets 2 have fun? Didja?

She'll do anything for your attention,
In ways too dirty to mention,
If u want ur ego fed,
She'll roll over & she'll play dead,
She got no limits, nothing is ever 2 far,
She's ur very own,

Suicidal Porn Star,

(She's gonna keep your ego fed)
(She'll roll over and she'll play dead)

Beautiful Breakdown

She's the closest thing 2 perfect, 
I'll ever know,
When I'm at my worst, 
She still welcomes me home,
2 open arms they calmly take me down,
She's my beautiful breakdown..

When it's too loud in my head,
She pulls me in and the shouting stops,
She whispers 3 words the most beautiful sound,
She's my beautiful breakdown,

I can cry, and she's there 2 dry my tears,
I fee like I can't go on,
She says "u can" and takes away all of my fears,
I've never believed like I believe right now,
I can be strong cuz she's turned the quicksand,
Into a solid ground...

She's an angel with hidden wings,
Her halo is in her nightstand by the bed,
She's my other half, she completes what was never 2 be whole,
She's my conscience.. She's my soul...

She's my beautiful breakdown,

When I'm feeling ugly, 
She tells me I am beautiful,
When I've fallen down,
She tells me to get back up,
She's the first hand reaching,
The telephone ringing,
When I need 2 hear her voice,
She doesn't have 2 be...
I'm her choice...
And
She's my beautiful breakdown...

Thursday, August 20, 2015

Burn



I never cried.. 
Like I cried...
On that cold rainy night that u...
U said goodbye..
U didn't shed a tear..
U didn't look back...
Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,
And I...I.... 
How I cried...

Knees to my chest,
Head hanging down,
Tear stains on my jeans,
Can't stop it now,

I've cursed the heavens,
I've screamed your name,
Punched a hole in the wall,
Scattered all the blame,
Oh cuz... 

I never cried.. 
Like I cried...
On that cold rainy night that u...
U said goodbye..
U didn't shed a tear..
U didn't look back...
Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,
And I...I.... 
How I cried...

All the hurt, guilt and shame,
Lead me to this gasoline and this flame,
Gonna burn a memory or three,
4get all about u and me,

This house will go down,
I'm not coming out,
All over town,
This is all they'll talk about,

I'm already dead,
So tell me what's the use,
I'll never repair..
Of losing u,

I never cried.. 
Like I cried...
On that cold rainy night that u...
U said goodbye..
U didn't shed a tear..
U didn't look back...
Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,
And I...I.... 
How I cried...

U won't see me around,
Tomorrow u'll learn,
Ya see, I didn't need no water, baby,
When I let this ...mother fucker burn...

I never cried.. 
Like I cried...
On that cold rainy night that u...
U said goodbye..
U didn't shed a tear..
U didn't look back...
Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,
And I...I.... 
How I cried...

Burn motherfucker.....burn....