Romantic Voices

I can't hear the radio,

Can't hear the tv,

No need 4 the cell phone,

Romantic voices all around me,

If I close my eyes,

I can feel her breath on my skin, 

Her fingertips tracing my lips, 

I can exist in this false reality,

Romantic voices all around me, 

With all the lights off,

Thunderstorm dancing on the outside,

I can pretend she is right here,

Telling me how much she wants me inside,

I almost can touch her,

She's right here, yet she's oh so far away,

She's begging me to come closer,

She's begging me to stay,

It's just a memory,

But one I have to replay,

So every night I lay in silence,

Till she comes back & we can be 2gether,

Romantic voices all around me,

No other will do,

No other can take her place,

No other will do,

So I gotta remain in this game,

Gotta keep her alive,

Never chancing to let her fade,

Gotta hear her 

Romantic voices all around me,

Don't wanna hear the radio,

U won't reach me by the phone,

Ain't up for watching tv, 

I just wanna dream she's here,

Whispering in my ear,

Romantic voices all around me....

Suicidal Pornstar

She'll do anything for ur attention,

Whatever u want just mention,

If u wanna get your ego fed, 

She'll roll over, she'll play dead,

She's got no limits, 4 u it's never 2 far,

She's ur very own..

Suicidal Porn Star

She's gonna let u degrade her,

Go head, she'll let u put her down,

Call her out her name, she won't flinch,

Slap her ass.. She won't budge an inch,

And if it's whips and chains that u're into,

50 shades ain't got nothin on her,

She'll take it all and ask for more,

If she thinks it makes u smile,

She'll do anything for your attention,

In ways too dirty to mention,

If u want ur ego fed,

She'll roll over & she'll play dead,

She got no limits, nothing is ever 2 far,

She's ur very own,

Suicidal Porn Star,

But in the back of her mind,

She's plotting the way,

She can make u put that smile on HER face,

The things she's gonna make u do,

The ways u're gonna make her come..

U didn't think u were the only one who gets 2 have fun? Didja?

She'll do anything for your attention,

In ways too dirty to mention,

If u want ur ego fed,

She'll roll over & she'll play dead,

She got no limits, nothing is ever 2 far,

She's ur very own,

Suicidal Porn Star,

(She's gonna keep your ego fed)

(She'll roll over and she'll play dead)

Beautiful Breakdown

She's the closest thing 2 perfect, 

I'll ever know,

When I'm at my worst, 

She still welcomes me home,

2 open arms they calmly take me down,

She's my beautiful breakdown..

When it's too loud in my head,

She pulls me in and the shouting stops,

She whispers 3 words the most beautiful sound,

She's my beautiful breakdown,

I can cry, and she's there 2 dry my tears,

I fee like I can't go on,

She says "u can" and takes away all of my fears,

I've never believed like I believe right now,

I can be strong cuz she's turned the quicksand,

Into a solid ground...

She's an angel with hidden wings,

Her halo is in her nightstand by the bed,

She's my other half, she completes what was never 2 be whole,

She's my conscience.. She's my soul...

She's my beautiful breakdown,

When I'm feeling ugly, 

She tells me I am beautiful,

When I've fallen down,

She tells me to get back up,

She's the first hand reaching,

The telephone ringing,

When I need 2 hear her voice,

She doesn't have 2 be...

I'm her choice...

And

She's my beautiful breakdown...

Burn

I never cried.. 

Like I cried...

On that cold rainy night that u...

U said goodbye..

U didn't shed a tear..

U didn't look back...

Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,

And I...I.... 

How I cried...

Knees to my chest,

Head hanging down,

Tear stains on my jeans,

Can't stop it now,

I've cursed the heavens,

I've screamed your name,

Punched a hole in the wall,

Scattered all the blame,

Oh cuz... 

I never cried.. 

Like I cried...

On that cold rainy night that u...

U said goodbye..

U didn't shed a tear..

U didn't look back...

Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,

And I...I.... 

How I cried...

All the hurt, guilt and shame,

Lead me to this gasoline and this flame,

Gonna burn a memory or three,

4get all about u and me,

This house will go down,

I'm not coming out,

All over town,

This is all they'll talk about,

I'm already dead,

So tell me what's the use,

I'll never repair..

Of losing u,

I never cried.. 

Like I cried...

On that cold rainy night that u...

U said goodbye..

U didn't shed a tear..

U didn't look back...

Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,

And I...I.... 

How I cried...

U won't see me around,

Tomorrow u'll learn,

Ya see, I didn't need no water, baby,

When I let this ...mother fucker burn...

I never cried.. 

Like I cried...

On that cold rainy night that u...

U said goodbye..

U didn't shed a tear..

U didn't look back...

Guess I've been wanting this 4 a while,

And I...I.... 

How I cried...

Burn motherfucker.....burn....

Lullaby

Good night,

Get some rest,

I pray 2night,

U sleep ur best,

Turn off ur phone,

Get undressed,

And let the covers keep u warm,

Don't let anything,

Disturb ur fairy tale dream,

U're the fair maiden,

Ridin off with the knight,

On his trusty steed,

On ur way 2 the castle,

2 take ur rightful place as Queen,

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh,

Nobody better, 

Nobody more suited 2,

Take ur place,

Do what u do,

Wake up tomorrow,

Feeling like the royalty u are,

Let the sun brighten ur day,

Like it's your own personal star,

The world is yours,

And it's at your feet,

So hurry on to bed now,

Get some sleep,

Soon enough,

It'll be time 2 get up,

For now,

Let your eyes close,

Count those sheep,

Pretty baby, pretty baby,

Get some sleep,

Yeah, turn your pillow over 2 the cold side,

Get some sleep,

Good Night....

F**kin

Headboard Shakin'

Goddamn we bout to break it,

I'm givin u all that u can take, and more,

I ain't gon stop until we doin it on the floor,

Bodies clappin,

Off the walls it echoes,

Claws diggin in2 my back,

U ain't about 2 let go,

Whatever u want from me 2night,

I'll give it to ya just the way u like,

This ain't just sex, it's mo like a fight,

We ain't makin love.. we fuckin

I don't mean to make u shudder,

But I love the way u stutter,

Doin things u caint tell yo mother,

No yo daddy wouldn't dare approve, 

But I ain't worried bout what they think,

All I want is inside u,

No secrets and no taboos,

I'll do whatever u want from me 2night,

I'll give it to ya just the way u like,

This ain't sex, it's mo like a fight,

We ain't makin love, we fuckin....

Ure the only one who has the goods,

Ure my drink, my favorite food,

When u come on over 2 my neighborhood, 

We end up in this raggedy bed,

Neither one of us will be misled, 

Cuz we be fuckin... Fuuuuckin..

Headboard shakin' 

It's about to go,

But I gotta give u just a little bit mo,

Ain't no shame in my game,

We gon do everything,

A whole lot of kissin, 

Suckin and touchin,

We ain't making love tonight,

We fuckin....

Lighthouse

Wanna be your lighthouse,

The place u go when u need 2 feel safe,

When u need 2 arms around u,

Someone 2 wipe the tear drops off ur face,

Wanna be the harbor that u swim to,

When u feel like u could drown,

I wanna be the one u can count on,

Wanna be your lighthouse...

When the shoulders are too cold,

I've got 2 to keep u warm,

When you've had all u can go thru,

I'll be your shelter from the storm,

And when nobody is there for u,

Don't want u 2 have 2 think 2 hard,

U'll know who's always been there,

U'll know exactly who 2 call,

Wanna be your lighthouse,

The place u go when u need 2 feel safe,

When u need 2 arms around u,

Someone 2 wipe the tear drops off ur face,

Wanna be the harbor that u swim to,

When u feel like u could drown,

I wanna be the one u can count on,

Wanna be your lighthouse...

When your ship is getting ready 2 sink,

U really don't know where u are,

But u know right where I will be,

U won't ever even have 2 whisper my name,

I'll always be right here by your side,

I'll turn the light on for u in the dark,

I'll rescue u, I'll be your guide,

I'll never be 2 busy,

I'll never turn my back, 

When u're on ur knees,

I'll reach my hand down,

Pull u up, get u back on track,

U don't ever have to be alone,

No matter how far life's got u down,

I'll be right there,

I'm on my way,

Never 2 far 2 save the day,

I'll be your lighthouse,

The place u go when u need 2 feel safe,

When u need 2 arms around u,

Someone 2 wipe the tear drops off ur face,

Wanna be the harbor that u swim to,

When u feel like u could drown,

I wanna be the one u can count on,

I'll be your lighthouse...

I'll be right there,

I'm on my way,

Never 2 far 2 save the day...